On A Mission...

...To make her feel beautiful. Only problem is that I have no clue where to begin. I mean how is it possible for a man to make a woman feel beautiful other than to speak pretty words? Those can get boring and meaningless after a period of time. Not only that, words will never speak as loudly as actions do.

And besides, the beauty I see in her goes far beyond what my eyes see. Of course to me, she's a sight to behold. However, I'm not looking to convince her that she's Americas next top model, but rather to show her that deep down inside her, there's a beauty that's so great, so marvelous, so spectacular. It's simply amazing.

My father may not have been the worlds greatest dad, but I sure did learn a lot from him. One of the many lessons learned was "it's the small things that you do in life that matter. They will always come together and create one epic thing". At the time he was lecturing me
on some small bad habits I had.

I've come to realize that it can be applied to anything in life. The small minuscule things that we tend to treat as such, can add up to become one major disaster or in some cases the complete opposite. She's a compilation of a million tiny cute things. When you do math, 1+1=2, and 2+1=3, and 3+1=4, and so on and so forth.

If you have 1,000,000 small minuscule things that are each worth $1, they'll all add up, and you'll be a millionaire. Somethings might be so small she may not even notice. For instance, I happen to appreciate the fact that she's college bound. She's got goals. And a great freakin head on her shoulders.

As brilliant as I might find her, she only lacks one thing. The ability to see what I see. Even still I see it to be a good thing. In knowing her alone, I feel like I've become a richer man. Simply because she's worth more then her weight in gold.

It's a tragic story of her past. Not to get to personal, but sadly her ex had no idea of her worth. He made the mistake of not investing. To bad for him, because he would of been a millionaire.

However his unfortunate mistake had a negative impact on her. Sadly she began to think she was worthless, when in reality, that wasn't the story at all. The lie of her being worthless has poisoned her mind deeply.

Now she meets me. A man who wants to make it his mission...

To make her feel beautiful. Only problem is that I have no clue where to begin. I can only hope that by me sharing this story, she'll see that perhaps she is worth more than a million. I know I said I don't like pretty words, but it's the fact that I sat down and wrote this. Hopefully this constitutes as an action.

Much love reader,

~Jordan